January 2015

Oh boy. So I have gotten in my feelings and am really missing Jamaica. I went to 54th Street Bar and Grill today for lunch, and I ordered a Bahama Mama. It was delicious! Every ingredient was added just right, but most importantly it reminded me of Jamaica. They have the best rum and the best drinks I have ever tasted. I inserted pictures to give those a feel who have never been.

Where I am now it is sooooo cold. How can I not think about going somewhere tropical?
I miss the beach, the warm sun, the Caribbean Sea. Days like this it would be perfect to be laid out on the beach taking a nap. When I go to Jamaica I always stay at Secrets St. James in Montego Bay.

I also miss the food and the people! I always feel like royalty when I am there. Whenever you walk past someone they always greet you with a “Hello”. Don’t get me started on the Sunsets. The sunsets are so breathtaking!

I guess I will just have to wait….

Happy New Year everyone! I am blessed to once again see another year! I am beginning another year with love and happiness. I remember how unhappy I used to be a few years ago. I remember when I used to sit around and cry. I am glad I don’t have to go through that again. I don’t have to hurt because of this person. I made it through another year with the pain he brought me, without the hurt he brought me, and the tears.
So I would just like to say that as I look back and continue to move forward, I can do it knowing you are way behind me. Far in the past. I don’t have to sit up in the middle of the night and continue to wonder where you are or what you are doing.I don’t have to be degraded, disrespected or called out of my name.I don’t have to hold my tongue for fear of being slapped. I can be happy. I can be me. I can be free!

I would like to thank you though, because without you I wouldn’t be where I am now. STRONGER. I wouldn’t have rekindled a love that was started 11 years ago. I would not be completely happy now with my best friend. I am able to live and do as I please. No more worrying, sitting up at night or being disrespected. Nothing but blue skies and smiles over here. I look forward and not back. Welcome 2015!

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